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SO many things have been stressing me out for no reason lately. I wanna go home!

Oh, wait... I AM home!

Can I please stay?

Halloween has come and gone again. I didn't do anything special, just like last year. I don't think I'm ever going to celebrate Halloween again. It's just lost all the fun since I was a kid, when all we would do was trick-or-treat and eat candy. I tried to revive it by hosting Halloween parties at my house during high school, but who's gonna have fun if there isn't any alcohol involved?

My favorite movie is the Nightmare Before Christmas, and just watching that movie is enough Halloween fun for me.

Plus, it would be nice to have friends to celebrate with in the first place.

Anyway, there's bigger fish to fry.

NaNoWriMo starts in less than 2 hours, and I've been crackin' my knuckles to get ready for all that typing I'm going to do. I'm even in the perfect mood to type in first person as my melancholy main character. Present tense will be an interesting change too, lately it's been weirdly easy to type in the present rather than the past.

Hmm, I wonder if anyone writes in future tense?

Nah, that'd just be weird.

But maybe...

Throughout all of senior year I got myself all excited for college, but it just hasn't been living up to my expectations lately. I need a distraction. Hmm.

"As Karina glanced over to the sidebar of her blog, She realized this: She does have a distraction. National Novel Writing Month? Pssh, she's done that twice. No problemo. The perfect diversion from her current thoughts."

I'm know I'm weird, and I'm not sorry about it. Just nod and smile, and maybe I'll go away.

Turning back the pages, and burning them.

I'm being nostalgic again.
Which isn't such a good thing.

At this moment I've decided to rewrite everything that happened the past 2 years. What hasn't happened in the past can't hurt me now, so I'll delete things from my brain to protect me. Only the bad things though. I mean, I wouldn't want to forget that I:

-Wrote 2 novels
-Got into 5 colleges
-Made all my awesome artwork
-My fun times at Interlochen
-et cetera

So... until I can use a time machine to travel back to the past and change things, I will forget that they happened.

Unfortunatly, there are many events that I can't forget. Like half my friends ditching me. If said bad events never happened, I might still be friends with them today. So, all my friends that didn't ditch me... THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU ALL!!

Anyway, on a completely different note... I'm learning latin now! It will help me be a contestant on Jeopardy. Look out world, because I can do it!

School's out for the winter!

Woooooooot! No more homework! Except for my AP Psych extra credit. I gotta write my dreams down for 10 nights in a row. Last night I had a whopping total of 4 dreams!! Here's one of them... Warning- it's reallllly weird:

It is the first day of college, and my roommate isn’t there. The dorm room is exactly like my room, except its in Chicago, and I have to sleep on a small cot, while my roommate sleeps in my bed. When I wake up she isn't there, but the room is a mess, so I clean up all the dirty dishes and everything. Then I realize that I’m late for class, but I don’t have my schedule. I go to the building where my class should be and down a hallway, and decide to look in a bathroom. It’s the boys bathroom, beause this guy screams at me when I enter, so I leave and go into the girls bathroom, except the girl’s bathroom is very open, so the people in the hallway can see everything inside. For some reason I decide to take a shower, since we don’t have one in the dorm room, and even though everyone in the hallway can see me naked. Then one of my friends and my room mate walk by, and I ask them where my clothes are because I lost them after I got in the shower, they help me find them, and then my room mate gets mad at me because I cleaned up the mess she made, so she leaves. Then I ask my friend if he has any idea what my schedule is, but he doesn’t know. I call my mom, but she doesn’t answer, so I drive all the way back home just so I could ask her what it is so I could go to class.

Yeah, very weird dream. I really hope my first day of college isn't anything like that!

Oh, and my birthday is tomorrow! :D

nineteen-six-four-five

Went to visit UIC.

Got little writing done.

Will write more tomorrow.

Probably reach 20,000 words.

Four words per sentence.

Kinda hard, yet easy.

Reminds me of haiku.

You should try it.

It is really fun!

Thou shalt leave comment.

Or I be sad.

19645/50000

(#*^$@#(&&

I'm so mad, I didn't get much work done. I was going to use my extra long free period to work but then I had to organize my profile for when I visit The School of the Art Institute for my Immediate Decision appointment. I've been accepted into two schools! I'm so happy! (Wow, today was bipolar...) I've been accepted into Bradley University and Loyola. Tomorrow, there is a chance that I will have three acceptances under my belt! :-D Anyway, I was just talking about how MAD I was because I didn't get much writing done. I think I might have to go on Sunday to Barnes and Noble, though only if it doesn't interfere with my plans to hang out with someone. At least I got about 300ish words. My english teacher told me that I was an awesome journalist, and it comes naturally to me!! He said that out of all the editorials he read, he liked mine the best. :-) He told e to go to Northwestern and become a journalist. I'm thinking about that now, but I kinda wanted to double major with writing and graphic design, so I don't know. And Northwestern is incredibly hard to get into, only 1 out of 3 that apply get in. I'm crossing my fingers!

I was blown away, what could I say?

I'm sooooo stressed right now. Ohmigod.

I was sick today and missed school, if anyone noticed.

I also got my hair cut, which made me feel a little better (emotionally).

I visited Bradley on Monday, and it was pretty cool. I might go there. Maybe.

Waldo fucked me up, dude!

Okay, time for my first real post. No one's voted on the poll thingy, probably because no one knows about this. Some random thoughts in my head now:

• My watch's battery died, so I need to get it replaced. I never know what time it is anymore.
• I don't want to drink bottled water, because it's bad for the environment, but my mom always buys it. Stupid cognitive dissonance theory!
• I'm blogging instead of doing my AP Pysch homework.
• I want to use my .mac account more.
• I feel as insecure this year as I did in junior high. I don't know why these stupid things are falling out of my mouth.
• I don't wanna go to college. I just want a job, and a life.

Okay, enough of that. I really should be doing my psych homework. I'll end this post with the funniest video ever, of WALDO!

RIP for all those who lost their lives to the 9/11/01 terrorist attacks.